Leash:HikaNoo One-shot
Aug. 13th, 2011 11:53 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
suyooyuuchie14"Why is Hikaru so cruel to me?" Kei frustratingly shouted as he entered his room without noticing a shadow looking outside his window.
"Because he hates you and it's me whom he loves." the shadow answered smugly causing Kei to widen his eyes in surprise because of the unwanted intruder. When the cruel words reached his ears, he unconsciously lowered his head and let out a deep sigh.
"Yes, I know that already, but he could at least treat me as his group mate." The depressed university student answered weakly. Who could blame him for loving the wrong guy? He just followed what's on his heart and the only mistake he has ever done was to open that stupid, clumsy mouth of his and utter those three devious words. If he could just kept it within him for the rest of his life, then maybe his life would be easier.- No, it wouldn't be easier because he knew that his feelings will simply explode sooner or later so he just ended his pain immediately. That way it would be easier to move on.
"Because every time he saw you, he doesn't know what to feel, should he sympathize with you or act like nothing has happened? But you know what's real? He's disgusted with you." The shadow slowly turned and faced the doomed Kei. How could he be that cruel? He could have at least kept those harsh words from him.
"I know that already so please don't talk to me like that again, I want to rest, please go now.." But how could Kei forget Hikaru? He loved him wholeheartedly and one could never simply take the feeling away and throw it in the trash can. It takes time...but if that guy wasn't around..maybe, just maybe, his pain could have lessened.
Hikaru would sometimes look at him with that expression that he used to see from him when they were young. Hikaru would sometimes start a conversation as he entered the dressing rrom early in the mornings but then he would barge in and Hikaru would put his cold facade on once again. Kei knew that there's no chance anymore but at least let the friendship remain. They've been together since they were kids and Kei could never ignore it when someone's mad at him.
"Alright Kei,but you should accept that Hikaru would never be yours, he’s mine and only mine." the shadow walked out of the darkness and revealed a guy with black, curly hair and big brown orbs, he stood taller that Kei but you could never miss one thing...
"hai,hai..onii-chan." Really, how could Kei compete with Keita, his own brother? When his whole life is under that man's hands. How could he fight for his love if the opponent is his own source of strength? And would Hikaru actually choose a guy like him? Wouldn't he prefer someone with more experience, more power with a face same as his? How could he know? He was left clueless by the most important persons in his life. He was left in the dark and he doesn't plan on reaching out for his light anymore.
But then how could he really know that it is he whom Hikaru loves, it was he whom Hikaru desires, it was his naive and outspoken nature that Hikaru fell for and not the mature and powerful brother of him. How could he know that Hikaru longs to tell him that he loves him but contains himself because of the power the shadow holds on the both of them. If the shadow did not appear then maybe, just maybe they would have their happy ending.
But how would Kei know, if the both of them decided to give up the love that was so real and so beautiful, the love that was both painful, dark and gloomy at the same time because of a person who holds them by their necks.
Because..They didn't bother to try and release their selves from the tight leash called fate.
I just ate a japanese beef curry made by my mom and it was so yummy! I remembered Yuri shibuya's mom from kyou kara maou:)) and plus I really wanted to have that hsjxyuuki100% oto performance! I hope that they would release a concert dvd for that!!>.< and plus, I'll try to upload two more stories~one for yuto's birthday and one..still for yuto:)) a yutochii chaptered fic!:)) gomen ne if I wasn't able to update little ryuu's dream.>.<
"Because he hates you and it's me whom he loves." the shadow answered smugly causing Kei to widen his eyes in surprise because of the unwanted intruder. When the cruel words reached his ears, he unconsciously lowered his head and let out a deep sigh.
"Yes, I know that already, but he could at least treat me as his group mate." The depressed university student answered weakly. Who could blame him for loving the wrong guy? He just followed what's on his heart and the only mistake he has ever done was to open that stupid, clumsy mouth of his and utter those three devious words. If he could just kept it within him for the rest of his life, then maybe his life would be easier.- No, it wouldn't be easier because he knew that his feelings will simply explode sooner or later so he just ended his pain immediately. That way it would be easier to move on.
"Because every time he saw you, he doesn't know what to feel, should he sympathize with you or act like nothing has happened? But you know what's real? He's disgusted with you." The shadow slowly turned and faced the doomed Kei. How could he be that cruel? He could have at least kept those harsh words from him.
"I know that already so please don't talk to me like that again, I want to rest, please go now.." But how could Kei forget Hikaru? He loved him wholeheartedly and one could never simply take the feeling away and throw it in the trash can. It takes time...but if that guy wasn't around..maybe, just maybe, his pain could have lessened.
Hikaru would sometimes look at him with that expression that he used to see from him when they were young. Hikaru would sometimes start a conversation as he entered the dressing rrom early in the mornings but then he would barge in and Hikaru would put his cold facade on once again. Kei knew that there's no chance anymore but at least let the friendship remain. They've been together since they were kids and Kei could never ignore it when someone's mad at him.
"Alright Kei,but you should accept that Hikaru would never be yours, he’s mine and only mine." the shadow walked out of the darkness and revealed a guy with black, curly hair and big brown orbs, he stood taller that Kei but you could never miss one thing...
"hai,hai..onii-chan." Really, how could Kei compete with Keita, his own brother? When his whole life is under that man's hands. How could he fight for his love if the opponent is his own source of strength? And would Hikaru actually choose a guy like him? Wouldn't he prefer someone with more experience, more power with a face same as his? How could he know? He was left clueless by the most important persons in his life. He was left in the dark and he doesn't plan on reaching out for his light anymore.
But then how could he really know that it is he whom Hikaru loves, it was he whom Hikaru desires, it was his naive and outspoken nature that Hikaru fell for and not the mature and powerful brother of him. How could he know that Hikaru longs to tell him that he loves him but contains himself because of the power the shadow holds on the both of them. If the shadow did not appear then maybe, just maybe they would have their happy ending.
But how would Kei know, if the both of them decided to give up the love that was so real and so beautiful, the love that was both painful, dark and gloomy at the same time because of a person who holds them by their necks.
Because..They didn't bother to try and release their selves from the tight leash called fate.
I just ate a japanese beef curry made by my mom and it was so yummy! I remembered Yuri shibuya's mom from kyou kara maou:)) and plus I really wanted to have that hsjxyuuki100% oto performance! I hope that they would release a concert dvd for that!!>.< and plus, I'll try to upload two more stories~one for yuto's birthday and one..still for yuto:)) a yutochii chaptered fic!:)) gomen ne if I wasn't able to update little ryuu's dream.>.<
