Okajima: Letters of Love

[suyooyuuchie14]

NAKAJIMA YUTO!,



I hate you! Why does it always has to be me? It's always: 'It's up to me', 'whatever I want', 'you don't know about me'! Why can't you make yourr own decision when it comes to me? Why don't you try to oppose me at least once in a while?Why do you always smile at me even though you are hurting? Why do you keep your head low when I say offensive things about you? You could have at least get mad at me! If I told you that I don't love you anymore, would you just smile sweet sad smile and say that you're happy for me and you'll let me go? Why do you always patiently wait for me to tell you something important? Why do you continuously wish for my safety? Why do you continuously remend me to study hard? Why do you continuously tell me that you love me?



Yuto, I don't know if you still love me, I feel that I'm being a burden to you. Yuto, I love you and I missed you so much.






Okamoto Keito.







Yuto smiled as he re-read the letter he received early that day. Keito could be childish at times but really, Yuto can never resist him so Yuto opened his drawer and pulled out a pen and paper and started writing a reply for his lover.





Keito my love,





Gomen ne Keito but please don't doubt my love for you becuse I'm always yours from the beginning til' the end. Forgive me for doing those things but yes, I'm scared to oppose you or to defy you because the thought of you getting mad at me is unbearable and now that I've actually made you made just made me so misereable so forgive me.



Keito, if you say that you don't love me anymore? No I will not let you go because you'll always be mine. And Keito, do you know that half of what you say when you're fumming were not meant at all, I can see it when you bit your lower lip after uttering those hurtful words so there's no offense taken. I know that you just wanted me to get mad at you. as much as I know that fight is inevitable in every relationships I would want to minimize ours as much as possible because I hate going to sleep with you mad at me.



I continuously wishes for your safety and happiness because knowing that you are safe, comfortable and happy makes me feel at ease.



I love you more than anything in this world and I can't imagine loving anybody else but you becuase you are the greatest gift god has given me. <3



Your one and only,


Nakajima Yuttii



P.S. I miss you, come back soon.






He folded the paper and slid it in an envelope with a grin on his face knowing that he will be seeing his lover soon.