I am Yamada Ryosuke: Her Brother, My Lover
Aug. 2nd, 2011 03:16 pm![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
suyooyuuchie14This is very short but I just wanted to let you know what's going on to Yama-chan's mind while talking to Chinen Saya.
What should I give him I wonder? I've been roaming around the town looking for something to give Chii when I got distracted by a strawberry shortcake that was displayed on a bakery. I was currently thinking of calling Chii if he would want to share the cake with me when a female voice called out my name. And my first reaction? no I did not turn to the voice but instead I turned away from it thinking that it was just one of the paparazzi following us for the past few months.
"It's Saya Yamada-kun, Chinen Saya." and my cheeks immediately flared up in embarrassment and slowly turned to the voice. Believe it or not but I'm really afraid of Saya nee-chan not just because she's cold and indifferent to others but because she is someone dearest to Chii. She's on the level that I'm not sure if I could reach no matter how much Chii loves me.Saya nee-chan asked me to accompany her in buying a gift for Chii which actually made me curious because I've been roamng around the town earlier but I couldn't find anything that Chii may like. We entered the mall and she immediately went inside a store and bought a sneakers. The way she did it made me extremely jealous and mad at the same time. How can I reach her level when she's beyond anybody's reach anymore?
We were walking towards the park outside the mall when she started talking about something that made me shocked. She's telling me a part of Chii's life that only she knew about. Chii would always tell me a lot of things about Saya nee-chan that I usually got jealous but hearing her now speak beside me, slowly the negative feelings vanished. She, I learned loves Yuri with all her heart and her life was destroyed by the fans. Chii would always tell me that but I never actually believed because my sisters never experienced something like that, but by listening to her right now, I know that she indeed suffered so much for the sake of protecting Chii. She loved him above all and I can't help but notice how adorable she is while telling me all these things, she's being true to herself now and the mask of coldness and apathy was drifted away. Learning that Chii learned his dancing and acrobatics skills from her earned her a great respect from me.
But I just don't get it why is she starting to tell me these things now? And then she raised the question, 'if I can surpass her love for Chii'. I love Chii, yes everybody knew that already. I love him so much, but knowing what Saya nee-chan did for him, I don't know if I'm still confident with my feelings. She's looking at me like I'm her last chance and I know that I should never fail her and I will prove to her that I can love Chii greater than her because Chii would forever be mine. Call me selfish but I'll fight for Chii no matter what. I nodded and she smiled brightly at me which left me shocked. Is she giving Chii to me now?
'I should think about myself now don't you think?' I remembered her line earlier. Was she entrusting her beloved brother to someone like me now? She asked me if I could surpass her love for Chii not to brag about how much she's above me but because she wanted to be sure that she's leaving her brother to someone who could do the same thing she's done. I called back and said.
"Nee-chan!...Arigatou!"
I stood up and decided to go home for now, but this will be just the start of a new challenge for me and I will prove Saya nee-chan that she did not choose the wrong person in entrusting her beloved brother.
Because I am Yamada Ryosuke, member of Hey! Say! Jump, Hey! Say! 7 and NYC, an actor and probably the most famous teenager in Japan today. I am Yamada Ryosuke and I will prove the world that I'm the only one who can be with Chii forever and I will prove to Chii himself that I love him more than anybody else and I can give my life for him because he is my everything.
I may not be through so much pain like Saya nee-chan but I promise her that I will protect Chii from anything and I'm willing to give my life for him. Because I Yamada Ryosuke loves Chinen Yuri with all my heart, mind and soul.
I'll try to update all my stories today so forgive me if I might flood your friends page because this might be the last time that I will post stories for an indefinite period of time.
What should I give him I wonder? I've been roaming around the town looking for something to give Chii when I got distracted by a strawberry shortcake that was displayed on a bakery. I was currently thinking of calling Chii if he would want to share the cake with me when a female voice called out my name. And my first reaction? no I did not turn to the voice but instead I turned away from it thinking that it was just one of the paparazzi following us for the past few months.
"It's Saya Yamada-kun, Chinen Saya." and my cheeks immediately flared up in embarrassment and slowly turned to the voice. Believe it or not but I'm really afraid of Saya nee-chan not just because she's cold and indifferent to others but because she is someone dearest to Chii. She's on the level that I'm not sure if I could reach no matter how much Chii loves me.Saya nee-chan asked me to accompany her in buying a gift for Chii which actually made me curious because I've been roamng around the town earlier but I couldn't find anything that Chii may like. We entered the mall and she immediately went inside a store and bought a sneakers. The way she did it made me extremely jealous and mad at the same time. How can I reach her level when she's beyond anybody's reach anymore?
We were walking towards the park outside the mall when she started talking about something that made me shocked. She's telling me a part of Chii's life that only she knew about. Chii would always tell me a lot of things about Saya nee-chan that I usually got jealous but hearing her now speak beside me, slowly the negative feelings vanished. She, I learned loves Yuri with all her heart and her life was destroyed by the fans. Chii would always tell me that but I never actually believed because my sisters never experienced something like that, but by listening to her right now, I know that she indeed suffered so much for the sake of protecting Chii. She loved him above all and I can't help but notice how adorable she is while telling me all these things, she's being true to herself now and the mask of coldness and apathy was drifted away. Learning that Chii learned his dancing and acrobatics skills from her earned her a great respect from me.
But I just don't get it why is she starting to tell me these things now? And then she raised the question, 'if I can surpass her love for Chii'. I love Chii, yes everybody knew that already. I love him so much, but knowing what Saya nee-chan did for him, I don't know if I'm still confident with my feelings. She's looking at me like I'm her last chance and I know that I should never fail her and I will prove to her that I can love Chii greater than her because Chii would forever be mine. Call me selfish but I'll fight for Chii no matter what. I nodded and she smiled brightly at me which left me shocked. Is she giving Chii to me now?
'I should think about myself now don't you think?' I remembered her line earlier. Was she entrusting her beloved brother to someone like me now? She asked me if I could surpass her love for Chii not to brag about how much she's above me but because she wanted to be sure that she's leaving her brother to someone who could do the same thing she's done. I called back and said.
"Nee-chan!...Arigatou!"
I stood up and decided to go home for now, but this will be just the start of a new challenge for me and I will prove Saya nee-chan that she did not choose the wrong person in entrusting her beloved brother.
Because I am Yamada Ryosuke, member of Hey! Say! Jump, Hey! Say! 7 and NYC, an actor and probably the most famous teenager in Japan today. I am Yamada Ryosuke and I will prove the world that I'm the only one who can be with Chii forever and I will prove to Chii himself that I love him more than anybody else and I can give my life for him because he is my everything.
I may not be through so much pain like Saya nee-chan but I promise her that I will protect Chii from anything and I'm willing to give my life for him. Because I Yamada Ryosuke loves Chinen Yuri with all my heart, mind and soul.
I'll try to update all my stories today so forgive me if I might flood your friends page because this might be the last time that I will post stories for an indefinite period of time.
